Essays

Seeing into the Dark

Something has shifted. I read back my essay from 2 weeks ago and it already feels like a lifetime ago. Maybe it is just the shift in weather. We have a taste of warm summer weather. A stint of 70 + degree weather over the past couple of days. The knee-high snow has mostly melted…

Facing my baby deaths but what’s the point

Face the truth You will die You will die Do you feel the shock yet? Do you feel the fear of that truth? That one day, your last breath will leave you and you will shit and piss and your body will decay into a stinking rot, worms and maggots will crawl through your skin…

To my lovers

I want to burn it all And as I watch the lands in flame I will march you to the cliff for your sentence and the crowds will stand in witness as your sins are read I will hang you Strip your skin from your muscle so you are raw and exposed and then whip…